it has changed

something has changed.

thanks God , You make me stronger with Your way..
I don't need 'it' anymore, right , God?
all I need is just You.



You take it from his heart.
turn it into black, something black so I can't see what inside it anymore.



hey there..
congratsss! ;) you did it. you've changed it.
remember what I say? YOU CAN. you can live without me. that's a good news, right?
now, I think your life's better without me , isn't it? (I hope so)

it's okay if you wanna tell to the whole world if I'm a b*tch , a sl*t , or something else..
but fyi, I never told to my family that you've hurt me and disappoint me , or opened your disgrace.
(in despite of my momma knew that you were a lil stingy , I just told about it , but she didn't take any care of it , all she knew is you're a good boy , if you were not it's impossible for me to liked a boy like you).

I'm a devil, but I still have heart to not playing with your pride.


honestly, I wanna write about my gratitude to you.. but
I think I should to put it off cause I'm not in the good mood to write that..
sorry, maybe sometime...


p.s: don't use 'divorced' word , please? I don't like that hehe. thank you.