I hate how the world works.

I just miss being a part of something
I just miss being wanted by someone
I just miss being someone's top priority
I just miss it when someone really afraid to lose me

I just want to have something that just me who have it
I just want to be something that can make someone's proud of me
I just want to be the luckiest girl who can get whatever she wants

I just want someone realizes that I am exist.

and now when I don't have anything
and all I have is only You , God..
should I split You to somebody else?

can I just have You, and the only one who has You is just me?
so I can be proud and tell to everyone that I have Something..
Something that they don't have..
Something that all He really cares is just myself...

show me the justice, My Lord...